I’ve been through 27 months of pregnancy – the nauseous, anxious kind and 3 crazy labour stories and none of that could add up to how sick I’ve been this last week. Unable to even sit down, tied to my bed, flat on my back was the most complicated experience I’ve lived through so far.

Karma is a b***h (those who know know), I can tell you honestly! And it works faster today. I guess the universe needs to mete out all her responsibilities and she doesn’t have enough time to wait it out anymore.

I’m willing to take my share when I deserve it! Justice is justice no matter how confused your intentions are.

I love how the universe shows its presence and how God shows His existence in the smallest yet significant ways of everyday life – a consistent reminder that we are not alone, and that we are accountable for our actions & intentions.

As I’m writing this, my head is still spinning, and I can barely focus on the words in front of me, but I want to push through.

I remember recently asking for a miracle, albeit a small one, in the depths of desperation – a needing to qualm my doubts, a form of reassurance. And within a reasonable time frame, let’s say the next day or the day after that, I was given that miracle. I had even almost forgotten my request till after I received it. Just to imagine, I had almost forgotten, but He had not.

Don’t fret, this is not a religious post and I’m nearly done.

Considering my insecurity of the last week over the weaknesses of my body, I thought it important to write about the power that is greater than all of us and the knowledge in all of us of that power.

I guess I also realized how one person, as themselves are so weak, just the one being and also that when I, as that weak individual being am sorry for a wrong I’ve done, I deal with the consequences immediately. And when I’m not repentant of it, it gets accumulated for a collective punishment in the distant future.

Two realizations here – one, I am one weak person all on my lonesome who cannot make much of a difference on my own; and two, even I, on my own, matter to someone who is above and beyond everything that is! And so do you!

To everyone his own! And love & kindness to all this Christmas season! To the ending of another year and to the beginning of yet another one!

To the hope for a better tomorrow for most!

All the love in the world,